My Life is completely ruined

September 2018 Poems of David Smith NYC read by the author from his Wix blog: davidsmith208 sept 30 29 28 drug addiction line 1317 book 4 Masnavi Rumi Jawid Mojaddedi meditation practice handball Emily Dickinson 937 I felt a cleaving in my Mind Tukaram 21,34,55 fibonacci series initiation, life-inspiring glance, long term practice 1917 William James Varieties of Religious Experience 925 A Beautiful Question Frank Wilczek “mind-cure” karma mystic poetry