Ep 174: From anxious worrier to WILD PEACE, a case study in fertility/pregnancy, career/business, community/love, finances/home

<p dir="ltr">We got a call from our surrogate that she was spotting, shaken, and headed to the hospital.</p> <p dir="ltr"><strong> </strong></p> <p dir="ltr">I’ve been sharing how much I’m confused by the peace I’m feeling around surrogacy and pregnancy.</p> <p dir="ltr"><strong> </strong></p> <p dir="ltr">As someone who’s always been prone to anxiety, how the heck am I SO CALM?!</p> <p dir="ltr"><strong> </strong></p> <p dir="ltr">I’m thrilled I am! But I literally don’t recognize this feeling of living in my body.</p> <p dir="ltr"><strong> </strong></p> <p dir="ltr">I wondered if perhaps I just hadn’t been tested?</p> <p dir="ltr"><strong> </strong></p> <p dir="ltr">Maybe the peace will prove less strong if something goes wrong?</p> <p dir="ltr"><strong> </strong></p> <p dir="ltr">How I handled the next 12 hours of not knowing whether we were miscarrying, shocked me even more.</p> <p dir="ltr"><strong> </strong></p> <p dir="ltr">The next day I started journaling: I want this same peace in other areas of my life! So HOW did I get here?!</p> <p dir="ltr"><strong> </strong></p> <p dir="ltr">I went back to 2018, followed the path, and identified 5ish steps you’ll learn in this episode.</p> <p dir="ltr"><strong> </strong></p> <p dir="ltr">I’ve taken new steps myself this week from the wisdom in this conversation! </p> <p dir="ltr"><strong> </strong></p> <p dir="ltr">I believe we can both create more almost unbelievable peace for ourselves by the end of 2023.</p> <p dir="ltr"><strong> </strong></p> <p dir="ltr">Let’s give each other updates on how it’s going in the months to come…</p> <p dir="ltr"><strong><br /> <br /></strong></p> <p dir="ltr">Links in this episode:</p> <ul> <li dir="ltr" aria-level="1"> <p dir="ltr" role="presentation">What Makes Women Feel Beautiful is opening for the 2nd time only and earlier than expected! Open for one week only, don’t miss it by getting on the list here: <a href= "https://more.deanstreetsociety.com/beautiful-waitlist/">HilaryRushford.com/Beautiful</a></p> </li> <li dir="ltr" ar