a letter to myself: I do not mean to be a bother to anyone if I‘m please forgive me

a letter to myself: I do not mean to be a bother to anyone if I'm please forgive me <p>First, I want to thank God in his son Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior, who died upon the cross for our sins.  I am just sitting here on this Wednesday afternoon in September, and I found myself asking this question, would I be ready if Jesus were to come today? If God sent his son here today, would I be ready? I can only hope and pray that I would be and that I will hear well done good and faithful servant not I know you not. My prayer is to be authentic for Christ, not just lip service, for it is written Revelation 3:16, KJV: "So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth."   I rely on God's efforts, not mine; as I sat here to write this letter to myself, this is a question many do not ask themselves or really want to ask. There is so much going on in this world, including political uprising—hatred, racism, dictators'[startSpeech r=Slow startSpeech][endSpeech] murder in the streets, and so much more. Do not get me wrong, I am not looking for death, but I am looking for Jesus. I am looking for him; I am looking for him to be living within me. I Pray to do the will of God and to follow his son Jesus wherever he leads me. I try to do my best to celebrate the thorns within my life, and sometimes I am not successful at this, so I referred to these verses.   Therefore, to keep me from becoming conceited, I was given a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan, to torment me. Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore, I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses so that Christ’s power may rest on me. – 2 Corinthians 12:7-10   How do we become ready for when Jesus comes? Good question: “According to the Lord’s word, we tell you that we who are still alive, who are left until the coming of the Lord, will certainly not precede those who have fallen asl