Most Vulnerable Part of My Story- How Pain turns to Purpose & Healing Transforms EP: 46

<p>Because of my last Say Yes Anyway Episode conversation with Jake, his vulnerable sharing opened me up to my most vulnerable share i&#39;ve ever done in my life. Only handfulls of people know about this. So it was scary as I shared!</p> <p><br></p> <p>I almost deleted this part because I thought one day maybe I’d write a book about it and share it when it was planned out.God always has other plans. I am sharing this because I really do believe that it can help many people, and usually the things we don’t want to share at all are what people need to hear the most.Fear of judgement, what people think and being fully known were the main fears I was struggling with before sharing this. Thank you in advance for listening. And if it impacts you in any way, please reach out to me, share this episode, leave a review and I pray it helps you on your journey no matter what you are going through!</p> <p><br></p> <p>This vulnerable story talks about me remembering feeling so numb. Numb to my body. Numb to my emotions. My brain was still really foggy and in a daze.</p> <p><br></p> <p>I had been roofied - drugged. I only had one drink and I don’t remember anything.</p> <p><br></p> <p>I hurt so bad in my body, and the little flashback memory then sunk in and I realized I had been raped. At that point I had kissed many men, yet THIS was the way I lost my virginity. I felt Terrified. Dirty. Shameful.</p> <p><br></p> <p>Since then, 13 years ago, I have found healing and I am grateful to now be able to share this so others can also know they&#39;re not alone and continue their healing journey and use their pain for purpose!</p>