My Spiritual Awakening & Current Events & Five Decades of Spiritual Growth

<p>My Spiritual Awakening & Current Events & Five Decades of Spiritual Growth</p> <p>www.drerin.tv</p> <p>As I sit to record this, a cascade of emotions washes over me, each one a reflection of the incredible journey that's been my spiritual awakening, a journey spanning over five decades and beyond, into past lifetimes. The revelations started when I was just a little girl… </p> <p>I wish it had been with an innocent curiosity for the stars twinkling in the night sky and the gentle whispers of the wind, but rather, it was a journey of trauma and suffering that began way before conception in this lifetime. My Mom thought I was possessed as a little girl… </p> <p>Without any nurturing I shut my supernatural abilities down, feeling unsafe to share my innate abilities. The world I was born into didn’t made little sense, I knew life was much more than what met the eye. </p> <p>Even thought the division from Source echoed loneliness at a soul level, there was always an unspoken connection to the universe, a sense of wonder that made me feel both minuscule and vast in the grand scheme of things. </p> <p>After having my full term stillborn at the age of twenty-two, that sense turned into a quest, often leaving me feeling like an outsider as I searched for truths that seemed just out of reach. I delved into books, philosophies, universal teachings, global teacher and anything I could get my hands on, each bringing me closer to understanding yet pushing the final answer further away. It was a time of questioning, of profound longing, and of fleeting moments of clarity.</p> <p>NOTES: </p> <p>My Spiritual Awakening Journey </p> <ul> <li>0-11 years Age of the innocence</li> <li>11-22 The shattered years trauma</li> <li>22 Spiritual Awakening through having a full term stillborn son</li> <li>22-44 Seeking and turning back on my abilities<br /> 44-88 Teacher</li> </ul> <p> </p> <p>Spiritual Awakening Journey:</p> <ul> <li>Meditation</li> <li>9 Rites in Shamanism</li> <li>Transformational Events</li> <li>Subconscious Reprogramm